The uncomfortable feeling of not being able to have a proper bath plus the oil from the massage and the hot weather is all getting to me. I’m getting really grumpy and frustrated with myself and everything.
It doesn’t help that the binding from the massage is making breastfeeding difficult for me and its a little too tight for my comfort. I think I couldn’t breath properly. But its probably because of my frustration too that I heaving deep breath. And I think I can’t properly digest the food I just ate. So I think I’m going to take it out when I go for my “wiping” later. Waste of money and will it affect my shape in the future? I’m not sure. But I told myself that I will be a good girl and don on my girdle more faithfully after my confinement. Where I can stand in front of the fan or have the air-con on. Now I just wish for confinement to be over.
I can’t remember if my first confinement was worst like this. But I certainly remember I also can’t wait for it to be over. I have to constantly remind myself to keep cool and remember its all for my own good. (Oh man, how to when you feel itchy on your tummy and you can’t scratch it because of the binding? Or you feel so oily and smelly but you can’t take a nice bath? Okie I’m repeating myself. I just hope by typing all these out it help relieves my frustration!